Feeling guilty

Jim so badly wanted to take me out to celebrate my promotion and we both love chinese. (lemon chicken, Deluxe mixed vegetables, spring rolls)  but I got up enough nerve to tell Jim that it would mean so much more to me if we could go on a week night after work.  I could look forward to it all day at work and have no other committments but supper to look forward too.  I know he was disappointed but we are going on tuesday.  We will stop at the legion after work for a drink then go for supper.  We will check out the buffet and if it looks good eat that, if not order our favourites.     It sounds selfish, but I just didn't want to go back to town today,  go to chase the ace at the legion and then go for supper.  It is so much more exciting when it is just the supper out to look forward too.  we so seldom go out for supper.  Now I can look forward to it without resenting it.  I just hope Jim is not too unhappy with me.  I know how excited he was to celebrate my promotion with me.